I'm done pretending. I'm done acting like my life is perfect, like I am totally okay 100% of the time. Because my life isn't perfect and I'm not always okay.
I have struggled for a very long time with a lot of self-loathing. Much of it is general, while there are also specifics. There are things, leadership positions, and people that I feel I will never be good enough for. Issues and insecurities I feel I will never be able to overcome. People I feel I will never be able to forgive.
I know now that this is not true. Of course, that doesn't mean that the bad thoughts, the sickly ideas of myself, the hatred towards myself...
Monday, September 22, 2014
Thursday, January 2, 2014
My "One Word" for 2014
A few years ago, I discovered that there’s this thing people
do at the beginning of each year where they choose a word they’d like to apply
to that year. I thought it sounded like a pretty cool idea, so I jumped on the
wagon, though more with a phrase – make things happen.
I believe that was at the beginning of 2012 and I can’t
remember what (if anything) I chose for 2013, but I found my word for 2014
today.
New.
Broad, simple, and easy to accomplish. I’ve got new resolutions for this year, such as
working out more, eating healthier, and stop drinking pop. I’m looking forward
to getting a new phone and slowly
working...
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